
A poem about drug use as told through the mind of a victim. Very detailed, this may be considered graphic, and there is a lot of cussing in this. Read with caution
Rated: Fiction T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Words: 1,056 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 09-27-06 - id: 2253379
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Minutes gone
Life goes by smooth without a sinful choice ever made
You're a fortunate one until it all comes to an end
Friends come around, Speed ballin's just a game
How long until you've slipped out of that hole your in
Now things seem to be well
You take the hit again
Friend's say to keep going 'cause your sane
You start to feel impressed
The smoke cloud burns into your chest
You open up your eyes once again
Oh you can take your illusions
Let 'em drift inside your brain
You live and learn
You'll smoke your grass
And then you'll just have to walk away
Then you see yourself hangin' on to the one thing you'll do today
You can't take it anyway
You let it fuck with your illusion
Let it smoke your life away
Pain's just pleasure leavin' your mind now
The illusion will take your pain away
Now you can't believe it
Your world is getting clearer
How long until you think you'll go insane?
Now you see the boys tell you you're a wild one
Now the boys say you haven't done enough today
Now you can't believe how your illusion just got nearer
How long until you have you mind again?
You can take your illusion
Let it fuck you in your brain
Sometimes you learn things keep changin' on you
It's best to walk away
Now you can't seem to not want the things that hurt you everyday
But you don't care anyways
You better play with your illusion
Till it drives you insane
Mindless is a treasure
And you find it when broken now
You take it just for measure
Walk on walls (you know you're stoned)
Take it for your granted wishes
Take it till you lose your dreams
And then you try—you're paralyzed
Blow your illusion out of your eyes
You can't stop the commotion
You mind is out of track
The shit keeps getting on you
There's no way to turn back
I know it looks like you're in pain
Your images will drive you insane
NO!
Now you look back at all of the choices made
If you could you'd try to make them all again
I can't say it's easy, but this world ain't getting clearer
How long until you've lost it all again?
You better make a choice 'cause it's a wild one
Better make a choice—here it come's again!
You take a hit and then you pass
Don't chief it man—it ain't your grass
Hold it in and blow it all away
You can play with your illusions
You can giggle and laugh all day
Once you've kept smoking and then speedball
You've thrown it all away
You can keep on imagining things
Then you'll see a better way,
You couldn't take it anyway
Then you play with you illusion till your mind has washed it away
Now your heads in a rush that you can't control
Do you wanna try this stuff again?
Don't be a little bitch, shut up and take a hit
I know you'll come for more in the end
Better dig that chronic, it's some wild stuff
Better hit that joint and be a man
You can't walk out now, you'll never quit it anyhow
Hold the smoke until it comes back again
Yeah
'Cause you can take some measure
And then you find out you'll be shooting blow
You hit the roach until it's cashed
Roll one more, can't take it slow
Then you go and smoke some more
Just up until your brain is dead
Then you'll grab a mirror, chop a line
Blow it up, things are fine
You can't stop the commotion
You mind is out of track
The shit keeps getting on you
There's no way you can turn back
Smoke it until you're inane
It not like there's nothing else to gain
NO!
Locked inside your room, your friends are gone now
And if they do come back, you wish you knew when
Parents say that you have sinned—they already know where you have been
How long until you're on the outside again?
Now the thought of your illusion starts take its shape
But by now it's probably gone to god to send
You need some substitution, duster's your solution
You inhale it and the illusions back again
Inhaling all those fumes makes your mind numb
Now your lungs start to get cold again
It's not like it was before—it's like this shit has killed the warmth
Then you wish you could breathe so you could scream out all the pain
Yeah
Now you're passed out on the ground
The duster's killin' you without a sound
You know you've tried to stand on your feet
But all and all this is the way you've made ends meet
You try to hide it all, but you've lost that illusion in your mind
Then they cry, and it gets inside
And It'll fuck that image open wide
You can't stop the commotion
You're mind's gone off the track
You can't stop the commotion
You can't have your old life back
Now you've lost it all instead
You're friends move on now that you're dead
Yeah
Don't fuck you illusion, let life live out instead
NO!
Can't have it back again…
No, no, no
You can't have it back again
You're dyin', you're dyin'
Why's life so strange?
No…
Why's life so strange?
They're cryin'
No…
Why's life so strange?
You want it back again
Why's life so strange?
You can't have it back
Why's death so strange?
It somehow ends the pain
Why's life so strange?
End it
Why's life so strange?
Find that illusion
Why's life so strange?
Fuck it, you've lost it all instead
Why's life so strange?
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