Author: Petite Okalani PM
A dream. It consumes the mind, but you know it is wrong, know it hurts too bad in reallity to feel so peaceful in sleep. I am sorry.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Words: 191 - Published: 09-28-06 - id: 2253812
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I look into your face
And you hold me
Like, finally, I am not alone.
You complete me
I am a part of you
And everything will be alright
Just for that moment
An instant I open heavy eyes
They sting and burn with tears.
I weigh like everything in the world is now upon my chest
My first thought scares me to death
It is that I love you
The second voice screams "No!"
And as I stare at the ceiling I wonder why I feel complete
And how as each second passes and I am not in your arms,
I become more empty
It all hurt so bad
And life was going great
But a dream of holding you has ruined my day
An instant of care and peace makes me wonder about it all
I will not
But I do.
And I can't say a thing,
Because I won't get answers
And I can't run away,
Because you're here
And I can't fall apart
Because life was going so well,
All from a memory of being held.