Soundtrack of Delusion

My heart…
Won’t be forever stuck on you
Just play on while you can
Until you’re forgotten too

Don’t think that just because
I’m now transfixed by your song
That I’ll always cherish you
I don’t love that long

This state of deception that I’m in
Is only because you relate
To what I’m feeling now
But what exists now will turn to hate

My many moods
Just so happen to be soothed
By your catchy lyrics
Healing my open wounds

Darkness and confusion
Shakes my everything
I only feel properly alive
When I hear you sing

But an outdated record
Sitting neglected on the shelf
Is what you’ll soon be…
So please don’t kid yourself

Yet for now I am content
To listen to my song
I’ll leave you on repeat
Until there’s nothing wrong

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Hi again! Somedays...you think you are falling for someone, but past mistakes make you be so wary...so you put on a tough smile, and pretend that it will never matter...that he isn't everything you need.