On the Outskirts of Transition

Consumed by all these feelings

There's nothing I can do and these emotions just won't stop

Won't stop

Won't stop

You say you love me

You finally admit it to me

But it's not the time for that

And now it's so complicated

And I don't know what you expect

And you were there, but never really here

It's like a tragic song that I wrote

when I was backwards and so alone

Engraving itself forever in my heart

Of all the lies I could have told

To make you think I was okay?

But I was never okay.

It was never okay.

But I wish, oh how I wish

That nothing, and everything was different

Just so I could start again

from where we never left off.