Tomorrow, Today

cracking
close to me
insanity
one option for
escape

sleep
is soon to
take
me as I drown
in this
mess

beating wildly
under stress
my heart no longer
knows
my eyes are
blurred
and strength
diminishes

should I choose
to turn my tail?
essentially
to fail?
giving up
is not what
a warrior would
do

should I push
through
and give my best
to the rest?
though nothing
can be done
about the wasted
time
and it can’t be done
well

here comes a little
prayer
to save me from reliving
hell
as I’ve done
over and over
like this

let this be
the last time
I ever leave it
so late

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