Lost and Confused

All I want and all I need

Is to be with the people I love

My friends are always there for me

And so is the one I’m in love with

I don’t know what I’d do without them

And if I loose them I don’t think I’ll live

They don’t know how much I love thm

And I really don’t know what to do

To show them how much they mean to me

And how much I need them to keep me going

I’m afraid I’m loosing all of them

Because of my idiotic self

I don’t know what I”m doing around anyone

And I keep screwing it up with everyone

One day soon they’ll realize it’s all a lie

And they won’t be there anymore

They’ll realize they’ve been fooling themselves

And they’ll see thy don’t like me for me

What will I do when that happens?

When I loose my few reasons for living...?