accidentally (i'm sorry)

i involuntarily held your heart,
made from glitter & temporary valentine happiness
in my palms
accidentally letting it
scatter
onto the table
as i bit too hard into my nicotine gum
the sincerity of your eyes
under the dim waffle house lights
.breath.
from lungs i was attempting to preserve
as accidentally, our lips grazed one another's
my spine falling into the curve of your arm
each of us aching for something different,
for more than we can say,
but honey, tinkerbell isn't tossing her fairy dust
on our heads anytime tonight