True Believers Are Hard to Find... (Giving Up's Not an Option)

If only this wasn't true -

If I could just believe you -

What if I knew what was to happen when I was gone -

Then maybe this wouldn't be as hard as you make it to be...

Now that the moment is here -

The pieces somehow are scrambled -

Not fitting together as they should -

Indeed this is an odd picture to see...

Him with me and you with them....

What am I supposed to do?

Watch & stand by while my heart's breaking -

Getting torn apart by little maggots who should no longer have an effect on me -

I wouldn't believe my self if I said I didn't need you...