Look upon my face
What would you see?
What would you judge?
Would you say you knew me?
Well you don't know much do you?

Do you know that I love violence?
That I fall for dramatics,
Or that I sometimes confuse them with love?

Do you know that I hate the world and people around me?
That I only find love in a few,
Or that I'm afraid they cant find love with me
No matter how hard I try.

Do you know I hold my friends higher than myself?
That they are the people I love,
And that I dedicate everything to them?

Do you know that I hate myself?
That I've hurt myself,
Or even tried to die?

Did you know that I live in a dream land?
That I never let people in
For fear of judgment.

Do you know I don't have a loving family?
That I never really have
And probably never will.

Did you know that I've been hurt?
In all the ways possible...
You name it.

Do you know that I believe in true love?
That I love romance,
And I wish for nothing but someone that loves me,
Or will take me away from here
Though that will never happen
And I will never be in a respectable relationship.

Do you know that I have dreams?
Dreams that will probably never come true,
No matter how I try?

Did you know that I'm desperately afraid that I will end up like my parents?

Did you know that I'm a bitch,
Even though I try not to be?
Or that I'm sorry for everything I've done?

Do you know that I'm in love?
Love doesn't mean that much anymore anyway
Does it?

Do you know why I wrote this?

Well you don't know much do you?