I indulge as if it's boundless,
as if this body is concrete.

The consumation of baneful poison
has sent my mind deteroirating.

There's no justifcation for the
internal damage that I have caused.

Anything that enlightened me,
or at least kept me elevated-
has turned barren and bleek.

Every light that guided me, dimmed
and my lenient heart turned brass.

Note; Ever pushed yourself beyond the limit every wekend, and you wonder why all week you're so depessed? Oh my, head abashment.