Heartless Obscenities (Death Waltz)

Straightjackets and razor blades
Maybe one day I’ll be ok
Blood and tears
Crime and misery
Maybe one day there’ll be peace
Maybe one day I’ll be fine
Prosperity shall exist
And the world won’t come
Crashing down
Won’t come to a sudden
Unexpected end
Maybe time will stop
And I’ll be happy
I’ll be able to smile again
I won’t feel so sick and lost
So miserable
So depressed
So empty
So useless
So aggravated and frustrated
Maybe one day I’ll be ok
I just want to leave
Take me away
Far away
The dark is so comfortable
Hidden from sight
The cold numbs my body
So I can’t feel anymore pain
Stick me with needles
Stab me with knives
Nothing feels the same anymore
Suffering is my destiny
I’m dieing inside
Fuck
The world is such an empty hollow place
I see
I hear
But I cannot envision
Cannot comprehend
I am senseless
Numb
Indifferent
A ghost
A spirit
I want to be invisible
Disappear
I no longer want to exist
The dead no longer feel pain
I am silent
I am gone
Save me
Save me from this enternal hell