As I

As I close my eyes and think of you,
I can’t help but smile at all the fun
We had when it was just us two.

The laughter, the jokes, or have you already forgotten?
How close we’ve already grown to be
How could you suddenly be so rotten?

As I feel my chest tighten, my smile fades away,
All the pain and hurt within me builds up;
Are you going to leave my side forever? Or will you stay?

Who is she? When did she come along?
She ruined everything. She took you away, she tore us apart,
Or is it me after all... What did I do wrong?

As I break apart, tears stream down my face...
Why did you do this to me? How could you throw me away?
Did I mean nothing to you at all? Was I just another phase?

The tears fall, burning me, destroying me,
Tearing what’s left of my soul
But I have no choice, I’m afraid it’s too late. I’m dying, can’t you see?

As I slowly disappear, I can’t help but
Whisper these words ever so softly
“No matter what, I will forever love you”

A/N: It's not my usual sort of writing... But oh well. I had to release some feelings I've been holding in for a while now. Please review! XD