she just wants to disappear, doesn't want to be anywhere near

here anymore, the memory's sore and the tears fall

she's shrinking, thinning, becoming so, so small.

she wants to be strong, wants nothing to be wrong,

she wants him gone, wants her life sawn

in two. he thinks she'll rue

the day she left but she's bereft

of his need, won't follow his lead.

happy again, she's free to kiss,

she's free to be fixed,

trashed, crashed, she's free to fly high above him,

going to see sky without him,

she's going to get drugs. without him.

she's free to kiss. without him.

and so she's happy.