Last year has come to haunt me,

That one perfect month I had.

For once I was happy,

I could forget why I was sad.

Now one year has past,

I’m right back at the start.

I wish I hadn’t pushed them away,

I wish I hadn’t given him my heart.

So I’m trying to go back,

Trying to re-do it all.

I need to figure out how to stay this way,

The way I was last fall.

I’m recreating October.

And all the happiness that it brought.

Trying to catch the eye of someone special,

Forgetting all those fights we’ve fought.

Can this really happen?

I don’t know if I can go back.

Will it just be as it was?

Or will it just be an act?

All I know is that he wasn’t there,

That one perfect fall.

So I’m recreating October,

So I can forget him, once and for all.