and forget all those harsh words

she said

he said

my head stops spinning

after i take some meds

i swallowed back the pain

but i cant stop the water

that's slding down my face

i just wish

i knew how to fix this

i just want

you to be mine again

i just dont know

how to deal with it

but

i strip down to the bare minimum

this is who i am

this is my core

you've broken my armor

my hard shell

so just tell me

exactly what else you want from me

i have nothing left

you've taken all of me

i close my eyes

and i an see your smile

i still my breathing

and i hear your heartbeat

next to mine

i remember how it used to be

i break down

scream out in a

physical pain

no one can describe

fall to my knees

and i beg Him

please

oh God

i don't want this

i never asked for this

i cannot stand this

please help me

tears start rolling down

i am the Niagra Falls

my eyes are blodshot

my head is pounding

this is all i have left

now that you're gone.

how did i end up here?