Handheld Abyss

i'm screaming and soaking in the beauty
of something no one else understands.
i want to drag you into my black hole,
make you feel the deep something
in my eyes and my hands and your smile.
it's so much i think my heart will overflow
with words and music for your breath
to absorb in ecstacy. can't you feel it?
like a rainbow inside of a cave,
you have to search for it always,
only it's been there in you all the while