Dear life

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How you have tortured me all this years

Keeping me challenged each and every day

How you have taken pleasure from my tears

I will never understand your cruel way

You have kept me on my toes tiring me

How you have worked my mind fatigued

Letting things happen unpredictably

Leaving me defenseless and piqued

You go against all my dreams

Leaving my fantasy still an illusion

You fight me all you can, as it seems

Opposing me without reason

I’m tired of being lonely

Weary from all the pain

Have no more strength to keep me steady

Alone and completely drained

When will you turn to my advantage?

When will you favor my desires?

Have you not tormented me enough?

Providing me all that’s dire

I resent thee life

I resent thee for hurting me so much

I defy thee for giving me no love

I detest thee for not letting me taste such

I’m tired of this battle

Weak of trying to find ways to win from you

But you’re far, far too subtle

I can’t resist anymore there’s nothing left for me to do

All I can is to let it be

I’m letting everything just happen and trust my heart

No plans just uncertainty

Well, that’s what you were right from the start

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