It is difficult to
Look at you
The same way
Now

Your eyes are empty
Leading to your hollow
Soul
In the depths of
Your chest
Where your passion
Your love
Your fervor
For me
Once thrived

You have raped me, my love
Of mind, and emotion
Of common sense
Of empathy towards
Anybody

I feel nothing
Hear nothing
See nothing
A breathing corpse
A walking carcass
A bag of fluid suspended in time
And it’s surprising
That what I’ve become
Is so much like you

Don’t
Look at me
Talk to me
Write to me
Think of me
Again

But if you really love me
After all that you’ve done
Do for me one favor

Asphyxiate, my dear
Turn blue for me