When did it all start

And when will it begin?

I’m so confused that it’s not even funny.

You have no idea just how

Your eyes bore themselves into my memory

And every time I remember them

I’m drowning in their blue oceans.

Take this heart of mine, it’s timing my life.

Every time you look at me

All of time just seems to stop.

I swear, I’m not lying.

I’m swimming forwards and back

Twisting in the water

Trying to make sense of this frantic emotion,

While at the same time fleeing the fire underneath.

You’re the sweetest and most genuine thing

To ever creep across my conscience and

Protect me from the world outside.

And whenever you’re far away,

I’m about ready to give way because this feeling

Keeps getting oh so strong.

And now I know

Why I keep saying I’m sad

For what it could’ve been.

Don’t you see?

You and your haunting eyes

Voice, name and aura

Even if this epoch may be touch-and-go like the others,

The thought of letting you go is unfathomable.

And here I sit out in the snow, wishing it would all stop,

Never knowing what tomorrow brings.

But all the while,

As I look to the soft, cold skies

I remember you and your words,

Your actions and looks,

And in the latter,

I can feel all your unsaid words.