I believed and you abandoned me

Betrayed me

Left me on the side of the road, cold and hurting

Aching

I can’t forgive you, I don’t want to

Not at all

You won’t forgive me, never

Never, never

Because I didn’t wait for you to return

I don’t want you

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I left you, walked away with pride

Head held high

Found another one, a different one

Someone

Who cares and loves and soothes

Unlike you

And tries so hard to keep me

But now…I’m…

I’m falling away this time

Confused, so confused

But I don’t want to return to you

You betrayer

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But I wonder so often, so hard

Too often, too hard

If we were both wrong, if I was twice wrong

Always wrong

‘Cause it hurts again, this confusion

This is pain

I don’t know what I’m doing

Never have, never will

And I don’t know where I’m going

Never will, never have

But you will not be there…

Not you

And she might not be there…

I don’t know

But that’s okay

I don’t want you anyway