I've been surrounded
by ugliness for too long, and that has to change. I want more beauty
in my life. And not the sugar-coated garbage this world tries to
pass off for beauty. No, I want something more. I want the kind of
beauty that makes you stop in your tracks and think about the world
in different way. I want to be around pretty people and their pretty
words and pretty music, and I'm not as shallow as you think I am.
Or maybe I am. I don't know anymore. All I know is that I need an
escape from this ugly world. I need something beautiful.