Just

It’s you I wake up for every morning,

If you left me its like I’d be losing my calling,

I’d have to cry myself to sleep and never wake again,

Do I really trust you love me when she is one of your “close friends”?

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So if you’re gonna leave just go and promise you won’t look back,

Don’t think of me alone, but in my heart you are a crack,

I can’t face the thought of life without you…

Just…

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Leave me,

Forget about my tears,

Believe me,

Losing you is my fear,

Please don’t run me round in circles one more time,

I can’t stop my heart from breaking when I’m losing what is mine.

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It’s hard to understand; I think I’m losing my mind,

It’s difficult to stand up and I’m losing track of time,

My heart is beating in my ears; I think my chest will break,

And if I really am about to lose you, I’ll never lose that ache.

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I’m staring at the ring and thinking “What good’s another day?”

To you my heart is screaming - “Do you really want to be engaged?”

And I can’t face the thought of life without you, so…

Just…

--

Leave me,

Forget about my tears,

Believe me,

Losing you is my fear,

Please don’t run me round in circles one more time,

I can’t stop my heart from breaking when I’m losing what’s not mine.

--

And if this is how our story ends,

I swear I’ll never love again,

I guess it doesn’t matter anyway,

It’s like I’m losing my best friend.

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I’m lying in my bed and wondering are we really obsolete?

A tear falls down on my check and the only comfort is my sheets.

Can you really go through life without me?

PLEASE just…

--

Leave me,

Forget about my tears,

Believe me,

Losing you is my fear,

Please don’t run me round in circles one more time,

I can’t stop my heart from breaking when I’m losing what’s not mine.

--

Just…

Tell me what am I to do,

About this thought of losing you?

Just...

Promise me, promise me, you’re not... thinking of… her.

--

Leave me,

Forget about my tears,

Believe me,

Losing you is my fear,

Please don’t run me round in circles one more time,

I can’t stop my heart from breaking when I’m losing what is mine.

--

It’s you I wake up for every morning,

If you left me its like I’d be losing my calling,

I’d have to cry myself to sleep and never wake again,

Do I really trust you love me when she is one of your “close friends”?

--

Just.

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Even Gods Dream, 12th-14th August 2005