I’m so sick of this class
Is a waste of my time
Flies away through the cracks
In the walls fill with grime
Coats the floor of my room
Keeps me safe from the lies
That you tell make me gag
In suppressing your cries
Make me think something’s wrong
In the way that you smile
As I tickle your chest
Has a spell that beguiles
Every day in your house
Is my church of true sin
Makes me feel so alive
I always should have been
So constructive and kind
Like a guy you could love
Turns my world inside out
From the depths to above
Where our Devil will wait
For your shower to end
This would be a mistake
Me for some other friend
Was parked at your front curb
That I met in my car
Where we used to make out
While we’re watching the stars
Are so far but so bright
As the sun are your eyes
Make me feel like I’m dead
Tired of your disguise
Any doubts I may have
Dreaded having been used
Makes me feel so damn good
Can be so misconstrued
What you meant with your gaze
I can no longer hold
Tired head on my heart
Isn’t meant to be cold
As the night are your eyes
When I told you were wide
As the stars is our love
Which you can’t keep inside
Of you beats an abyss
Which an angel does close
Up this book of despair
With a ribbon of woes
Vaporized with my kiss
Soft as when we first met
In this classroom so dark
Cannot conquer us yet
I can feel you awake
By your bedside I stayed
When I knew things would crash
In your room but we prayed
I could love you to life
‘s not as bad as you thought
We were desperate, you know
You’re not all that I’ve got.