Author: Blinding Twilight PM
Feeling for someone I knowRated: Fiction K - English - Romance/Angst - Words: 208 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-01-06 - Status: Complete - id: 2269768
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Endless nights draw on by
Uncounted tears follow not too far behind.
The starlit heavens shine down on me
But I can't feel its grace,
Not here in this god forsaken place.
Ripples in time rise and fall
It's all too common now, I can see it all.
From past to present slice through my mind
Unyielding pain comes from every sign.
Grabbing and tearing all it can reach,
Digging deep inside of me.
But thought all this agony I can see your face
It guides me onto the next day.
And even if I mean nothing to you
In my mind you always will.
This always happens, we know too well
No matter how much I try, these feelings always dwell
Resurfacing at times you're so far away.
Rage and sorrow swirl around
Till I can't take it, why did these feelings have to be found?
I think of you night and day,
It's always been this way no matter what I do or say.
But here I am, fallen to the ground
Dreaming of you saving me from this living hell
But I know that will never happen
As long as I am who I am,
A worthless, annoying, gay man.