Trying to Say No

Tonight

I

Realized that maybe we should go

Go our separate ways

Even though a part of me wonders

If it could have been great between us

Tired as I may be

I

Realized that perhaps we should stay friends

Tonight

I take a deep breath as I close my eyes

I could hear what you’ve said

One evening

That I am distracting you

Especially hearing you say…

That I was glowing with love

I try to say no

No, no, no

It’s better to be friends

But you manage to move me

Like no other

A part of me still wishes to let you closer

Holding me tight

While whispering words d’amour

Kissing me slowly

All night

I think I have already fallen in love with you

Je t’aime mon amour

Is what my heart is saying while I try to say no

Trying to convince myself

We are way too different

But truly I think I am crazy about you