High IQ?

Simply speaking
never seems so simple to me at all.
I've never understood
graphing calculators or proofs.
Physics doesn't come as naturally to me
as I'd like.
You tell me I have high intelligence?
Well I find that hard to believe.
It's not that I wouldn't like to…
but you see
I don't find myself all that remarkable.
I can barely afford to cram one more philosopher
into this crystallized brain.
What if it explodes?
I can't remember anything
Sometimes I sit and stare at a wall
wondering why I don't think deep thoughts.
But those don't come so easily.
To me, 140 is just a number
And numbers have never meant a thing to me.