I can't seem to fight these feelings growing inside of me.
I'm lost in the middle of a war.
I want someone to turn too when life breaks.
I want to breath with comfort.
Let the sounds of the cold winds close around me.

Torn between who I am and what I must do.
Dreaming of a lost lover while in the arms of another.
Picturing death in the sweetest of moments.
Screaming into the darkness of the night,
And wishing that all would burn in my presence.

Lying and cheating on those so close to me.
The burning temptation in the back of my mind.
That little voice asking me to strike and kill.
I am controlled by the emotions that build up inside of me.
I should just let go of the feelings that are so strong to me.

I am my own burden.
I am my own enemy.
I fight with myself everyday.
For the decision I must face control my every waking moment.
I wish everything would just go away and that I can see the truth.
Its not easy fighting a losing battle all by yourself.

In the darkest hour of my life
I seen the truth behind the lies.
I felt the poison in my veins and knew I was dying.
Life is a cruel Mistress and she is an evil creature.
But I love the beauty she wields
And the power she would give me in the end.

Let not the pressure of life control you,
For it is a presence we can all battle.
We are strong and we are free to act.
We will all live out,
And we will all be liberated from its evil grip.