Smog

Do you ever feel cloudy?
Like smog is in your eyes,
surrounding your brain?
Your eyes take on a devious gleam
but really
there's nothing there at all.
You saunter through the day
then wonder how you got from point B
to point A.
The longer you wait,
the more desperate you become.
You won't give up-
can't.
won't.
can't.
How is it that you used to live without caffeine?
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
Maybe the fog will go away.
But for now fill it up high
so my head doesn't feel like it's in the fucking sky.