Sometimes I wonder

If I'm really there.

Alive,

And all that.

I'm walking,

Breathing,

Supposedly

Living.

But I don't

Feel

There.

There as a

Person,

Having a

Presence

That

Leaves a

Mark

In memory.

Sometimes

I think that

I'm not real.

I wonder

Why.

Is it

Because

I am

Really not

Real?

Sometimes

I believe

In things

That aren't

There.

I don't know

What that

Means,

But I

Just do.

Even if they're not

There,

They can be

Real.

They just

Don't want

Others to

See them.

That's what

I believe.

Sometimes I

Talk to

Myself.

There is

No one else.

Only

Me.

And I talk.

Sometimes

I see

Funny things,

Floating

In my

Mind.

I don't understand

Why they

Are there.

Did I

Do something

Wrong?

They're just

Funny things

In my mind.

They can go away,

Right?

Sometimes I

Am chary,

Always

Feeling

Wary

Of those others.

They close

In on

Me.

So I'm

Chary.

Sometimes

I

Want

Something.

I want

Them to

Go away.

Just go

Away.

I think.

I want

Something

I can't

attain.

Sometimes I

Feel like

Running.

From what,

I don't

Know.

Adrenaline

Rushes into

My ear.

I don't

Know what

To do.

I just start

Running.

Sometimes

I feel

Like it's

Only me.

I can't grasp

Something.

Always just

Alone.

It's only

Me.

Sometimes I

Have dreams.

Whether harmless,

I don't

Know.

I hardly

Ever

Know.

They are dreams.

Sometimes I feel

Like I'm

Lost.

Nothing is

Recognizable.

Everything

Is so

Faceless.

Nothing but

A blur.

Opaque,

Even in

Clear view.

Around me,

I'm lost.

Sometimes I

Seem

Rushed.

Always moving,

Going

Forward;

Never backwards.

There's never

Time

Allowed for me

To stop,

And catch my

Breath.

I'm always rushed.

Sometimes,

I wonder

If

I can

Smile.

My smile

Trying to be

Meaning so

Much,

But is

Viewed as

So

Little.

As if

I'm

No one.

I

Would like

To be

Known

As

There.

Known as a

Real being.

But

My smile

Means

Nothing

To everybody.

Because of

That,

I wonder

About my

Smile.

Sometimes

I am

Captured in

Awe.

All around

Me,

I see

So much

Precious

Beauty.

Feeling it

Beneath my

Fingers,

Running through

My hair,

Swimming

In Front

Of

My eyes.

I want to

Have a

Share

In the

Beauty,

Or to give

My own

To add.

Even still,

I am

Awed.

Sometimes

I think

Many things.

Why I think

Them,

I do not

Know.

I just

Do.

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A/N: There it goes, another one to pin up. It vaguely goes with the main character Uzumaki Naruto in the Naruto! series, but I decided to put it here. Hopefully, this piece was enjoyed. Maybe it'll have a sequel? Who knows, even I don't. Thank you very much!