Good moods

Come and go

I’d love them to

Stay

But I have

No choice

In the matter

Bouncing around

Not sure of anything

Will I feel this

Same way

Tomorrow?

I no longer know

My own brain

Confuses

Confounds

Bewilders

Me so very much

I don’t even know

What I’m thinking

Any more

I long for stability

Something I used to

Think that I hated

I used to fear it

But now I desire it

I’ve grown up

From what I can tell

I no longer

Know my self