Why do I have to always feel this way?

Upset, depressed, miserable all day

These lies, these fights, and theses truths are too much for me

Blinded by rage and filled with hate, I can barely see

These words you say leave scars that haunt me

I’m so miserably depressed that I can never sleep

I try to talk to you, but you just won’t listen

So I lie and cry and I run and I hide

Down under ground with my music I let loose a sigh

I lay down, stare out the window, and I just wanna die

It’s my friends that truly keep me alive.