so much for "just friends"

and i will stop
i keep telling everyone
i will stop
drinking with you
stop fucking you

but then you show up
tripping over your shoelaces
smoking a bent cigarette
an empty 40 in your hand
(mickey in your pocket)

and no no no
i can't say no

i wake up
covered by you
(your arms your
body your legs)
and oh i feel so sick

i say to your
half opened eyes
no no
i will stop
you mumble that
two nos make a yes
(and offer me a
screwdriver for breakfast)

and no no no
i can't say no