I stare out into the sea
And wonder what can life be?
Life without you, is it truly a life?
Or is it just an illusion of what I want it to be?
I'm glad that you're gone, but regardless, it hurts.
Some wounds will never heal, but I'll move on…
Or can I? I'll at least try my best.
Still, for you I'll bleed myself dry
Even if you have plenty of liquid, down where you are.
I hope, one day, I can stare back at the stars
And not have memories of you cut me like shards.
Maybe, I'll forgive myself, and you'll forgive me
And I'll hope you enjoy your death down in the sea.
I wonder if you'll ever stop haunting me…
But that's okay. I enjoy your company – it's lonely,
And if ever there is a cure for loneliness, I'll be the one to find it.
Then I won't need your ceaseless haunting; taunting
And I'll move on…
I'll move on…

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A/N: Ahaha. It's Jenni here. Patrika and I did a collab poem on AIM. And we weren't really on the same thought wavelength. And that's how it turned out. xD

Patrika thinks this poem's like spam. She's so poetic! -swoons-