Waiting for Release

Why can't things ever go the right way?
What happens when we begin to sway?
Is the shelter near?
I'm starting to fall, I fear.
We're at the rise and fall of emotions
At the top, we can't help but look down
Like a crashing wave, it floods us all
Washing away what we knew
We can become something else
Or we can hide and watch it all pass
It will be nothing
It will be something
It can be anything
We just don't want it to
Sometimes I wonder what would have happened
Should we still be together
Do fairytales really exist,
Or is my imagination playing me again?
Try to move on but we just crash together again
It's like we were never meant to be
Separated
Its come back to me like this
What happened to the dream?
We had so many plans...
Were they figments of the mind?
I tried so hard to believe they were real
We were it. The perfect ones.
I still believe it.
Just love me again.
There's a void in my heart that I can't fill
The earth spat out the black hole
Swirling our thoughts together
I know what lurks in the darkness
We can all feel the impact
Our decisions were stupid
We knew it.
They knew it.
Yet there isn't anything we can do
But wait
Wait
Waiting for the right time
To become one again
And that time may take centuries.
But I will always wait for it
Because I still believe
Moving on is overrated
The moon knows better
The stars wink at it
And we're paranoid
Can they blame us?
We can't see the future.
Never should we
But hope.