These feelings are real

The story is true

You might think I’m foolish

But there is a point where you can’t turn back

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Why do you ignore?

Why do you pretend

That your life is perfect

But is truly a perfect disaster?

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Our eyes never met

Yet I love you

You never spoke

Still I will adore you

xxx

In night I stay in solitude

Shedding bloody tears

Over the horrible anguish I have

If you only knew...

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Every second is a temptation

To do what I dare not do

Just because of you

You gave me no recognition

xxx

But my dream came true

You saw me

You spoke to me

In a soft voice

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I worshipped you

Believed I could get what I desired

My heart only running faster

As I waited in the shadows

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The once impossible

Turn to possible

As our love grew

As our life changed forever

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The glint in your eye

Was to die for

Your comforting voice soothed

And all was complete

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Once I tasted your love

I only wanted more

Like a sick addiction

Running into flames

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I was your shadow

Too frightened to leave

Because I never wanted the dream to end

I wanted this love

xxx

Love turned into hate that day

When everything fell into darkness

And it all finished

In a blink of an eye

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I stood in the rain

Waiting to die

Holding that red rose

The rose that expressed your once known love for me

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Tears rolled down my face

In fear of what was to come

Solitude and depression

As I went back in time

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You are gone forever

If I could only look upon your face!

Feel your love once more

Feel safe

xxx

I slowly regained my strength

Slowly I could face the world

Taking one step in front of the other

And letting a grin slip by

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Everything was perfect until that day

That I saw you with someone else

Someone who you loved

Someone who you cared for

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I screamed at the sight

And broke into tears

What else could I do

In my final chapter?

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Slowly I raise my head to look upon the beast

Letting one last tear run down my face

Run down your face

Before I took my final breath

As the red rose fell forever…

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