I hold inside what hurts the most.

My heart in pain, like pounding rain.

This secret is creeping inside, deep.

My thoughts become vein.

The tears like blood slide down my skin.

It remains the same.

This sin of lust is rising again.

My thoughts become vein.

I keep my desire hidden.

I want no shame.

And yet I keep calling out to him.

My thoughts become vein.

For him I surrender everything.

I bring myself pain.

I hold back my urges on the surface.

My thoughts become vein.

This burning sensation is unstoppable.

I feel stained.

Tainting myself with this poisonous feeling.

My thoughts become vein.

I want the unbearable.

I need to be claimed.

I’m not being childish.

My thoughts become vein.

I don’t feel I’m wrong.

I want my love chained.

I want to be with him.

My thoughts become vein.

I’ve lost myself to intimacy.

It cannot be contained.

I can’t hold back my love.

I guess I am in vein.

Authors Note: English Assignment/Experiment