NUMB

My Blood runs deep

My fears run dry

So when my blood begins to leak

Not a tear in my eye

Who am I?

Numb

My words are my number one

Been here for many years

The time has just begun

One stab to my ribs

Another to my lungs

Bloody red I now live

My pen now speaks for my tongue

I am Numb

I can’t feel my soul

Outside I’m hard as ice

Heart just as cold

Now standing tall higher than mountains

Chest out high in the air

One touch I now freeze fountains

One exhale I freeze air

Walking on the sea

Created from nothing but tears

With no place to be

Out of darkness I appear

I am invincible

I am Numb

No longer am I on the run

Living life just because

What the hell do I need with love

You never though I’d be this way

I always knew I would see the day

How much pain you thought I could take

How many times must one suffer from loves mistake

Cupid had a son

He gave away his heart

Seeking revenge to leave his mark

Taunted he is provoked

Only of pain he spoke

Same words now creep from his throat

Holding them in until the day he chokes

So I’ll close my eyes until this world begins to change

A rock in space engulfed in flames

Every day acid will pour to the ground

Thunder strike without a sound, Burning lighting in the clouds

To cold for one to hold a grudge

No longer am I hesitant

Below zero the earths core

An evil that is heaven sent

Death in my eyes

Blind I am alive

Only looking for what’s left

A heart that has never known right

Searching for something more

We built a foundation with no support

All the lies

No forgiveness for those with no remorse

Every tear I replaced

With hands to hide my face

Love gone without a trace

Every memory erased

Numb

Thought you were the one

Eclipsed my world

Thought I couldn’t survive without the sun

But now shines the moon

In the same darkness I am reborn

The light has healed all wounds

Those abolished, broken and torn

Enemies now are my family

My home is now an amity

I fly defying gravity

Every sin in me is heavenly

Not a soul I can trust

In the world of love I am lust

My survival now a must

Cried my heart out till it rust

Cold heart no shame

Extinguishing all flames

Repent for the fame

Now you all will remember my name

April showers brought no flowers in my may

All I’ve known were the storm blue sky’s all grey

If you want you can follow in my ways

Once afraid of death now I live for the day

I can’t feel a thing that’s why I say the things I say

Numb

Never wanted a world of pain that’s why every night I pray

That this heart of ice I bare will never go away

In the Ice Age I’ll die right where I lay

Above eighty

Pain has won

Below Zero

I am Numb