Nothing and Everything

You're taking my
heart
and using
it all up
feeding it lies
and ruining the
substance &&

I hate it

But I don't even
try don't even
think to change

I don't switch the lead
submissive, so sorry
cause.I'.
can't live
I'm alone, now
to the lies
ones I never tell

..
I go along
with it all
go along
with what you want

now

I'm exactly
where you
want me
Exactly where you
need me
Now I'm wondering
if you find
strength and
if you
find pleasure
from all this
fake love
it seems only
our words travel

it seems only
our emotions
have been transparent

&&

i'm wondering
how long
how far &&
how much I will
take
Before I tell you
I let you know
that I felt each &&

..
they didn't stop
at my skin
tore all the way
through
.heart.
and now I'm sure
pretty sure &&

..

that there isn't
so long, farewell
the two of us
no more together
It isn't just

.me.

it isn't just
.you.

cause you were my
.everything.

but I was
your absolutely..
.nothing.

&&
..it.