cry myslef to sleep

cause your not here to dry my tears

tierd and im beat

im losing to all these fears

on this night, full of pain

ive lost my mind

while waiting in the rain

its to late to try and find

im dead

i needed you here

to hold me tight

but you where to full of fear

to comfort me tonight

so i'll cry, and i'll cry

and try not to be seen

i just want to die

forget that ive ever been

im gone

burry me in the cold ground

under the snow

i wont make a sound

start diging, using a bloody hoe

drop the dirt on the casket

and try to walk away

forget about me, you fruit basket

i dont want to stay

not coming back

i cried all night

and i cried all day

you ignored me and my fright

and told me i had to stay

so i sat there on the bed

waiting for the time

when i would soon be dead

no words, acting like a mime

i wont come back

im not needed here

you said so your self

as you grab another beer

and placed my thoughts high on a shelf

im not important

no need to worry

my mind of an infant

im not in a hurry

ever