I loved you

I loved your smile

And your pretty brown eyes

I loved every freckle

And every last little brown hair

I loved how modest you were

And how you always told me the truth

I loved how you’d kiss me

And play with my hair

I loved how you loved me

And how you always showed me you cared

Now I hate you

I hate you for leaving me

And I hate you for telling me you wouldn’t

I hate you for getting into trouble

And telling me you weren’t

I hate you for selling drugs

After saying that you had quit

But most of all I hate you for dying

And not even caring enough to take me with you