No Hope

Following my dignity
seems so easy
but the pain that is buried away
has taken control
and I can only look up once
until I see that
Its got a hold of me
and I'll never ever get myself back
And then with an (as easy as it seems) slit
I remove myself from this
and I realize that life was brighter
in my other eyes
and with one closed eye one opened
one heart whole the other broken
I can feel the pressure falling
and taking over me