One-shots of my dreams and short stories

Here is a group of random stories, I have written within many years of my depression.

(any names in here have either been changed)

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Plz...review it helps with the pain...

I wake up and walk out of my bed room to see that there is a note sitting on the table. I walk over to the frige and pour myself a glass of milk and I start to read the note:

Wayne,

Please, listen to what I am about to write, I know that you jump to conclusions too fast but listen for once. I want you to stop worrying about me, I know that you have a life that I dont need to be a part of. There are better women then me...you will always be the one that I love but for me to love you I have to leave you. You may think you can find me but you won't, so please don't try...

I stop reading the letter and throw on a pair of my jeans and run up to the roof. I dont know why but I need some where to be alone, the note still in my hand. I run up the stairs quickly because it feels like dread is following me and I must beat it. Then thoughts start to cloud my mind, thoughts of how she left me, doubts, and questions that could never be answered.

Rushing out of the door, I see her... sitting at the edge of the building on top of a bunch of wires. She turns slowly to face me, staring into my eyes and mine into her. I see the dread and sorrow that I fear from her. She doesnt say a word as I run fast as possible to try and stop her...

As I reach her, the wires snap and she starts to fall, I grab what wires I can. Thinking to myself all the while trying to hold the wires, 'I love her, she isnt going to die like this!'

"Wayne please let go... I dont want to live anymore!" She screams at me but I hold on tight.

"Why are you always this way! I want to protect and love you forever; but it seems that even though I am holding you, you are pouring through my fingers like a sweet drink!" I yell back, then I notice, I was crying...I never cried in front of her. Even if she hurt me, yelled at me, broke me, I never cried I just showed her love and support.

"W..Wa..yne...I want to go back into the apartment" she was crying as well, I felt soo guilty for not being better, yet I knew it wasn't my fault.

"Dont worry, I have you, just hang on..." I speak to her in a loving tone... I can feel the blood from my hands dripping down the wires and the tears of my sorrow falling.

"Wayne...I..." She starts to say but the wires snap and she starts to fall.

"Kelli!!" I scream as she falls, with out thinking of myself or my safety, I rush to the edge of the building and jump down after her.

All or nothing, This what Love is truely about...

The last thing I remember of the dream was a couple quotes I heard, I don't remember them perfectly but I will tell you them...

'The only thing that strikes my heart, is her kiss, things that once did seem are like nothing at all compared.'

'She is the dream I never should have dreamt, yet I know I would dream it all over again.'

The End!!

Check ya later!

Wayne