Confusion

There is no other way back

And I have said so many things

That I never meant to say

I’ve done so many things

I never wanted to do

It’s a bitter point for me

No way to go

I have no idea which way to go

I’ll probably just jump in

And hope I won’t drown

That I’ll float to where I’d like to be

My mind is a pool of confusion

A ball of tangled twine

That I can’t untie

There isn’t anyone

To help me

So I’ll start on my own

Right here at this point

No ruler to draw it out for me

At some point I’ll figure out

That I’m always going to be lost

Until the lighthouse turns on

And I’ll see where I want to go...