This is life

As I shout

Mentally screaming

For a slight

Human affection

I feel worries

And my terror

Engulf me

I sang to stop it hurting

I wrote and hurt my fingers

My parent’s love

Counts as passing grades

And I have to reach out

For it

People have said

All I want in life

Is to get laid

Get a life

Win a turner prize

And meet Jamie Hewlett

The one thing ive always needed

Just the one thing I long for

Is for you to hold me

In your arms

Forever kissing my pain away.