Who Are You?

I feel your eyes watching me, judging me
Sense your thoughts, blaming me, hating me
Who is she? you ask
To on us turn her back
To tear apart and make for bad
The friendship we once had
But who are you, I need to hear
To tell me what to feel
To whisper words behind my back
Speaking, telling, of my lack
You call yourselves my friends
And yet you barely know me
The loneliness I longed to end
The feelings that torment'd me
The blade that bit into my wrist
Oh so many times
The life that I watched flow away
With pleasure in my mind
The scars that shade my skin, my heart
Always there to remind me
Of what I am and what I'm not
And what sets me apart
And now I find another friend
Someone who understands
The pain I felt for oh so long
Has disappeared, is gone
Yet you begrudge me what I've found
This small happiness I have now
Your eyes are cold, your lips are set
The hatred in your heart before I've met
Will you become like them?
The ones that locked me in my silent scream
And watched me with their judging eyes
That hated me for who I am
Those who forced me to my cries
The horrors I could not deny
The nightmares that still plague my mind
Will you bite me with your hate sharpened teeth?
And drink my blood like a loathsome leech
And sit and stare as you watch me drown
Writhing and screaming without a sound
Or will you be the friend you claim to be?
Who holds my hand while I cannot see
Who stands beside me no matter the cost
And patiently waits till I find what I've lost
For I will always be there for you
And if you should ask, what I can I will do