Without a word

Without a word again, you're gone

I did yet a reason

I was wishing to let the things go

And everything goes by itself

A few hours later

And I already came back on my decision

I don’t respect what I said to me

I can’t take a decision

On one side, I don’t want to lose you,

Keep your friendship

On the other side, I want more

But without waste anything

I don’t want to lost you

I don’t want to be sad

I don’t want to go away

I don’t’ want that you go away

Why should I keep going

If I already know the answer?

Why should I expect

If I’m not the one you search

Why hang on

If it destroyed me, little by little ?

Why it’s so complicated,

To make you understand

I simply really don’t know

What I should do

Expect and wait

What will make me feel down

Or try to forget you

And be happy with what I have…