bittersweet

I'm out of equations to sum up the lies in my head

and I'm out of reasons to explain all the things you said

I'm telling you now never to tell you again because

Nothing is sacred anymore.

I'm out of words to bleed to finish this lament

think of the emotion we haven't devastated yet

I'm falling harder now I need you to be here to

Catch me before I hit the floor.

I'm out of thoughts to pacify to make this feel okay

your voice echoes in every minute of every single day

I can barely breath and all I can taste is

Bittersweet and it leaves me wanting more.

I'm shedding tears of uncertainty and drowning in your grace

time is easily wasted, but can never be replaced

as this blackness gets darker in ignorant bliss I fall

So much harder than before.

…will you catch me?