1Watching Myself and Yourself

Watch me bleed inside
I walk alone
I watch everyone tear themselves apart
I look into my friends eyes
I watch them fade away
Darkness larks in the shadows
Walking and hearing people cry and bleed inside out
Look into your eyes
And watch yourself fade away into darkness
Bleed inside, hurt inside, hating everything and everyone around
Knowing everything you feel is real
I wish myself away
I watch myself fade into hate
Fear grew within
Cry myself to sleep with only my fears to comfort me
Cutting myself and watch my blood leak out calms me down
My pain within goes numb but I still feel so cold
It's like I got hurt so much I turned numb
I watch others cut themselves and bleed
Smiling like the blood is leaking out their hate
I want my feelings to go away
I want to stop hearing cries and hate
Inside I try to change
I try to help others
But I can't, all I could do is talk
My heart wants to change
But my mind stays the same
I watch my friends leave
Some don't even say goodbye
I look in the mirror
And watch me get high
I watch everyone around me die
It's like we're a live for no reason
Everyone tries to stay strong
But how long?
As time passesEveryone will be gone