Dreaming of This

Dreaming of This

Chapter Two

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HolymotherfuckingJesusChrist! And all that other religious stuff he didn’t believe in. “Is that your car?” asked Nik.

Kyle nodded and blushed. “Yeah. My parents gave it to me when I turned 18. I didn’t ask for it.” He shook his head and got in the car, motioning for Nik to follow. When they were both situated, Kyle started the car. “So where are we going?”

“There’s this place downtown called ‘Mario’s’. I go there all the time. The best Italian food around,” stated Nik, getting over the shock of the car. “I go there all the time.”

“Alright,” agreed Kyle. “I don’t know anything about this town. I just got here yesterday.”

“Yeah?”

After that there was silence besides Nik giving Kyle directions. They were both lost in there own thoughts. Nik’s mostly centered on the boy sitting next to him. He had always prided himself in swinging both ways, but he didn‘t think he had ever felt quite like this about someone – especially someone whom he had known for less than an hour.

They finally pulled in the parking lot and got out, running to the entrance of the small restaurant, nestled in the heart of downtown. The waitress who greeted them smiled and handed them both a menu, leading them to a booth. “Here you go. Your waiter will be right with you.”

“So…”started Nik, “What brought you here?” he asked in an attempt to make conversation, while glancing aver the menu and cringing at the prices.

“I ran away.”

“Ran away?” sputtered Nik. Kyle totally didn’t seem like the type of person to run away from anything.

“Yeah. I was sick of my family and everyone thinking differently of me just because I had more money than them. You have no idea how awful that is. Most people dream of having a lot of money, but take it from me, it’s not great at all. So what’s your story?”

“Um… My mom just died not too long ago,” he breathed in deeply. He didn’t talk about this with too many people. “She had leukemia. I just needed some freedom. To get away without actually leaving town.”

Kyle sighed and looked down. “I ruined that for you, didn’t I?”

Nik shook his head. “No way! It’s all cool. No worries.” He didn’t mention how he had originally been really pissed about it..

Before either of them could say anything else, the waiter had come. “Good evening. What can I get you two?”

Kyle ordered spaghetti and when he turned to Nik, the brunette just ordered a basket of breadsticks. “That’s all your getting?” asked Kyle, astounded.

Nik shrugged. “I don’t have money for anything else.”

“Then I’ll buy something for you.”

“No.” He hated depending on other people. He needed to earn his own money.

“Fine,” said Kyle, shooing the waiter away and then crossing his arms, pouting. “But you’re going to share some of my spaghetti.”

“Deal.”

After that, they couldn’t really find anything to talk about, so they sat there in companionable silence. Kyle found himself staring at the boy sitting across from him. What is this feeling? It was something he had never felt before. The feeling intensified when their food came and Nik started licking on his breadsticks, almost seductively.

Nik couldn’t help himself. It was just way to tempting to see Kyle’s reaction. He saw the boy blush and dig into his spaghetti. Perfect. That described Kyle. And charming. And completely adorable.

Kyle looked up and noticed the look that Nik was giving him. “Want some?” he asked, raising up his fork.

The older boy nodded and stuck his own fork in the bowl of pasta. “Thanks,” he grinned.

The dark-haired boy rolled his eyes and took another bite right when Nik did. And (as with all cliché love stories) they each ended up taking one end of the noodle in their mouths. Kyle paused and went to open his mouth, but before he could say anything Nik’s mouth was over his.

Nik ignored the stares of people around him and continued with his instincts. He couldn’t help it. Kyle, on the other hand, didn’t know what to do. He had never been kissed by a guy before. But he liked the taste of Nik. He tasted of cinnamon and something Kyle couldn’t quite place. So, he kissed Nik back. It was like the world stopped spinning, or maybe it spun faster. It didn’t matter though. The rest of the world had completely melted away, leaving just the two of them in its wake.

When they finally pulled back, half the people in the restaurant were staring at them. “Maybe we should go,” whispered Nik into Kyle’s ear, who just nodded, without saying anything.

They got up and Kyle paid for their meal (both of theirs). The cashier smiled at him. “I hope to see you two back in here soon.”

Once outside, Nik grabbed Kyle’s hand and walked toward the car. What was happening? The feeling inside of Kyle just from the touch of another person? He was warm. So much warmer than he had ever been when he was with another person. Kyle had never been one to believe in love at first sight, but what else could it be?

They got back into the car, but this time Nik sat right next to him, never letting go of his arm.

Nik was grinning like the complete goofball that he was. Suddenly the idea of only having one bed in their apartment didn’t seem like such a horrid idea.

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Nik was kissing him again. They had barely even stepped foot inside their apartment before Nik had Kyle pinned to the wall. “Nik?” he breathed out.

The brunette pulled back looked at him. “Please?”

He couldn’t refuse, so he nodded his head. Nik smiled and picked him up bridal style, dragging him to the bed. “I - I’ve never…”started Kyle. Nik looked at him like he had just lost his mind. The beautiful boy laid out before him had never been with anyone before? How was that possible? The world really was a strange place.

“It’s alright. Shhh.” He pulled his own shirt off before tugging the other boy’s off and starting on his pants. Once completely naked, it was everything Nik could do to keep from eye-raping him. He was so… gorgeous. He crushed his lips against Kyle’s once again in a tender kiss. “We don’t have to do much. If you don’t want.”

Kyle nodded. “Thanks.” He waited, patiently, staring at Nik. “Take off the rest of your clothes. Please.”

Nik smirked. “Self-conscious? You have nothing to be ashamed of.”

The dark-haired boy flushed a deep shade of red. Nik laughed, but complied, once again kissing Kyle. His kisses moved down Kyle’s neck, leaving dark marks that would be there for a while, finding sensitive spots. He pressed his lips against the boy’s stomach, twirling his tongue around his belly button, making him moan. At the sound of that sweet moan, Nik started to feel blood rush toward his belly. Ah well. This wasn’t about him. At worst, it would go away while he was sleeping. He was low enough now that his tongue could touch Kyle’s desire, so he flicked his tongue at the head, and watched in wonder as Kyle’s back arched off the bed and he gasped. “Ah… Nik!”

It was like nothing Kyle had ever experienced before, but he liked it – except when Nik was teasing him – which seemed to be doing right now. “S – stop…”

Nik pulled back, afraid that he had done something wrong or scared the boy.

“Stop teasing,” he whimpered. Nik smiled (He seemed to be doing that a lot lately) and took Kyle completely into his mouth, twirling his tongue around him in an attempt to work him up. It seemed to be working, but Kyle wasn’t complaining anymore. Soon he had Kyle screaming his name and releasing into his mouth. Kyle’s eyes widened when he swallowed it. “Do you… like that?”

“Yep,” he said, leaning up and kissing Kyle tenderly, so that he could taste himself. “You’re addicting.”

Kyle yawned and laid back, relaxing against the bed, exhausted for once. Nik collapsed next to him and pulled the smaller boy into his arms. Said boy snuggled up and fell asleep in the strong arms, feeling loved and very sated for the first time in his life.

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Kyle (First person)

I woke up the next morning inhaling the scent of something warm and strong lying in the bed next to me. At first I wanted to get up and run away, but then my memories of last night came back to me and instead of backing away, I curled closer to the body next to mine, enjoying the feeling of someone actually wanting me. Maybe it was my moving or maybe he was already awake, but I felt the arm around me tighten and Nik groggily say, “’Mornin.” He went to get up, but I grasped onto his arm. “Want some breakfast? I’m a pretty good cook.”

“No.” Smiling, I nuzzled my nose against his bare chest. He laughed and had me pinned to the bed before I could even blink. What the-? He kissed me on the forehead. “I wouldn’t have done that if I were you.”

“Why not?” I pouted.

“Because I might take something from you that you might never get back.”

The first thought that came into my head was that I should dart away as fast as I could, but I wanted to give him my virginity. There had never before been anyone that I wanted to give it to before - no one that I had even thought about having sex with. They just weren’t right. But Nik was right. The thought surprised me, but I didn’t shake it away. “I don’t care,” I said, determined.

He got a rather shocked look on his face and I thought maybe he didn’t want to at all, but after a moment he bent down to kiss me on the lips, softly. “Are you sure? I might hurt you.”

“Yes.”

He shook his head, but held three fingers in front of my mouth. “Suck.” I didn’t know quite what he was doing, but I did as I was told, taking his fingers in my mouth and twirling my tongue around them. He moaned loudly and took them out before he ended up orgasming right there. Then, quickly, he eased one finger inside of me.

“Ouch,” I cried, a single tear dripping down my cheek. “Nik, it hurts!”

“Relax,” he said in a soothing voice. “It’ll get better. You have to relax.”

I nodded and he waited until my body had gotten used to having his digit inside of me, before pushing in another finger and stretching me in a scissoring motion. Than his fingers brushed against a spot somewhere deep inside of me and I screamed in pleasure, almost all of the pain disappeared. He finished stretching me and then pulled away, leaving me feeling oddly empty. And then he was positioning himself between my thighs and I noticed how much bigger he was than his fingers. Suddenly I was scared. “Please, Nik,” I whispered. “Please be gentle. I’ve never done this before.”

He nodded and eased into me, waiting once again as I adjusted. It hurt like hell and I tried not to cry. I relaxed and he pushed until he was completely buried inside. (I was a bit surprised that it actually fit.) He pulled back and then thrust back in, still being careful, but this time he hit my pleasure spot and I thrusted back onto his hips. “Do it again.” He complied and I was almost sent over the edge. He set a pace that was slow and steady, the pain completely drowning away. The he reached in between us, and grabbed my desire, pumping it in rhythm with his thrusts – the rhythm of his song. And it was a beautiful song.

Soon enough, I couldn’t hold back any longer, and I came onto both of our stomachs. He followed soon after, releasing inside of me, leaving me feeling more complete than I had ever felt. He collapsed on top of me. We lay there breathing deeply for a few minutes, or maybe it was an eternity, before he pulled out of me, and all I could do was long for him again.

Maybe this is love…

“We should probably shower,” he said, “and make the bed.”

“Together?” I asked.

He laughed. “You have a lot of energy for so small a person.”

“Hey!” I pouted. “I am not small.”

“Sure… if compared to a grade-schooler.” I jabbed him in the side with my finger and he just grinned. “So, if you can walk, how about that breakfast?”

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Notes: More to come… soon.