9:46 PM

29 of November 2006

Blissful Ignorance

As this goes trough my body touching into the depths of my soul

I realize how foolish I truly am.

The ignorance of others is something that I have to bear

My mask of childish ignorance and flamboyance

Is being unknowledgeable ever a blessing or a damned curse

I have come to see that maybe there is that bit of innocence that we all wish to hold

When that is gone there is nothing left but the ‘truth’

I’ve realized that maybe the blissfulness of not knowing can really be the greatest answer

Is being childish for one more moment wrong?

Attempting to hold onto that pure life that I once had selfish?

Would it better to be amongst the ignorant than the wise?

Can you really turn back and go to that time?

There is a great difference between innocent and ignorance

Many are stuck in-between not wanting to grow up.

Others try to go on with their pathetic lives, but there is ‘always that voice’ nagging at the back of there mind.

That voice can only be pushed away for so long before it comes back more forceful that ever.

If you hold out for so long it can put in an never-ending battle with your mind

Testing your reflexes on what is to come

Pretending not to know if joyful or dissatisfaction is what you desire

At that time I am the innocence of a child

And for that moment I can forget the pain and live in the damned blissful ignorance.

10:07 PM